confused love.....

What to do u do if there is someone in your life that you just cant let go. what do you do, i have this person who constantly draws me in every time. its like a race your running as fast as you can just to win but at the end that person wins because even though you used all your energy that person was able to take it from you, like a power curse. My heart is so filled with loved and devotion and desire and happiness just to be brought down in sadness . im so confused that every time i try to get close to someone this one person who has my tied down in some type of trance jus stops me from liking anyone. this word LOVE we use today is so easily abused, its so overused and unappreciated, and disrespected. who really knows what love is if there is no real definition. y am i so confused i am a pretty girl, smart, and fun i should only be confused about what outfit to wear in the morning not confused over another confused guy. should i b wasting my energy into this guy who isnt tired out of thnking of me i doubt it.

Randoms

Its been a long time since i been on here and not much has happened. i continue to go to class everyday and talk on the phone with my friends. its been such a boring time i need sumthn to take away the boredom, i thought mayb gettn on this site that i would have sum fun but for some odd reason i cant find a way to draw myself to this site. i can sit on facebook for hours and wonder y if i can sit on facebook and do nothing y cant i get on this site. mayb im scared to unleash some creative personal being inside. but now i think im gonna get ready to let the world of noseyness to get to know a little about me and my reality, my real ups and downs, my new crush, my old flings, who made me laugh who made me cry, who i think stinks(lol). to next time goodnite

this annoying luv

You ever had a guy in ur life that made u so mad but at the same time make u want them even more. well this guy thant i have known for almost three years does that to me im on this emotional rollercoaster but for what he aint got no damn money, no car, and he lives with his parents i mean what the hell am i thinking.... it must b the sex, yea i think thats what it is cus on the flipside i really should b datin an upgraded dude.. I have STANDARDS, all women should but sumtimes its jus that one guy no matter how much u may try not to like himyou jus cnt help it whatshould i do im jus so confused he is driving me insane

The beginning

Today i decided i would start blogging becus of sum teacher of mine suggested that it would be a good way of communication, freedom of speech, blah, blah, blah. i wonder if the stuff really works, it must do because i wouldnt be sittn on the computer right now typn. is this the beginning of sumthn great i wonder. is this the beginning of something bad. or is this a way of sum nosey ass people to find out what i think about on a day to day basis. it really dosent matter to me one way or another because im n people buisness everyday all day if its good gossip i wanna hear it. dnt be surprised if ur readn this one day and find ur name posted up hear and im dishn sum rude info about u. but more than likely the info i posted i probly already said it to ur face. So this is the beginnin of sumthn fun, sumthn new, sumthn from keepn me on facebook all day and night. this is the beginnin of my life in a laptop.