this annoying luv

You ever had a guy in ur life that made u so mad but at the same time make u want them even more. well this guy thant i have known for almost three years does that to me im on this emotional rollercoaster but for what he aint got no damn money, no car, and he lives with his parents i mean what the hell am i thinking.... it must b the sex, yea i think thats what it is cus on the flipside i really should b datin an upgraded dude.. I have STANDARDS, all women should but sumtimes its jus that one guy no matter how much u may try not to like himyou jus cnt help it whatshould i do im jus so confused he is driving me insane